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Verity
05:02
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How clearly I have seen my actions yet,
how childishly I've acted.
And maybe I project these feelings that
allow for me, verity.
How clearly I believe my impulses,
they drown and push; they leave me breathless.
How clearly I have seen my actions yet,
how childishly I've acted.
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2. |
Contribution
06:14
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Sometimes I wonder...
if I'm not good enough,
if people leave me because
they can see
how I control them
when all I want is to be pitied
to be understood so they can
remember me.
Sometimes I wonder...
if I'm alone in this cause
if my pain and hurt can pause
when I breathe.
When there is nothing
I find myself in disguise
project my own pain in lies
to find relief.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm not
good enough, if people leave because
they can see the true nature of
my insecurities.
How it's completely selfish
even if I tried to show how it
doesn't affect me.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm not
brave enough to face the things I love
to accept the truth and reject
my own authority.
How it's completely sensible,
even if it seems impossible,
does it affect me?
And that's when I start thinking about myself.
It's too sad to be alone, to think alone.
That's what I was told by others
I can't do these things on my own.
I do that labour for free and silently.
The notion of contribution
blind-sighted it's all that I can see.
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3. |
Breathless
06:46
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Breathe deep.
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4. |
Effort
10:31
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She tries
she is despised.
She lies
questions why.
Fear drives
her heart's desires.
Pain hides
her many sides.
She sighs; hesitation blocks our sights
disappointed cries; hold me close let me know it's gonna be alright.
She tries; what's left of our own device
compromise; feelings come and go, masked by my own ego.
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